I wish I could protect you from all this. I wish I could make you happy. To take you away from the terrible situation we're in. I'm trying my hardest you help, and support you.
I just feel so useless half the time. I often think I'm being helpful, and I'm doing a good job of being helpful, but I guess that isn't always the case, and I'm sorry. But believe me I'm trying. And this means as much to me as it does you.
And please know I love you.